Living with the devil

You have to share the same bed, eat on the same dinning, sit on the same couch, even pray together, but every night before you go to bed you slip a Knife under your pillow, contemplating sucide or murder. The fortunate disaster is that you cant do either of them because their is so much to loose. Sweet now tastes bitter and all you have left are memories you cant bring back, your heart is scarred so is your body from the frequent beating, and even with the clean and perfectly sharp stainless Knife underneath your pillow, when he grabs your breast and thrusts into your dry and tortured Vagina with his diseased manhood at night, all you can do is cry softly as the unbearable stench of alcohol distorts your breathing as he groans drunkingly. He cares less about how you feel or what you want. You are just a piece of wife material whose duty is in the kitchen and on bed, and if you dare ever serve him food without tray, you are dead!!! You are living with the devil and you know it in your bone, in your heart, and in your soul you are helpless and you think you are hopeless. You want to leave but you look at your children, your financial status, you think about your sisters and how they are happily married, why does yours have to be different, you think of the shame and nasty comments you would get from your family members and you decide that its better to suffer rape, assault, insults, disrespect, pain, humiliation and anguish than leave.........and you keep saying to yourself, he wasn’t like these when i met him, this is not the man i got married to, maybe he will change well i have got bad news for you....HE WONT CHANGE and HE WILL KILL YOU and YOU WOULD BE COUNTED AS ONE OF THOSE WOMEN WHO DIED DUE TO DOMESTIC VIOLENCE but the good news is that you can change this story, you are not hopeless, and you deserve more than this and even if u have 15 children together and he is the financial backbone of the family, and your family members are senseless enough to think you should bear it all in the name of marriage the right thing to do is to back your bags and that of your children and leave and never look back,never ever lookback, a man who beats and rapes you not once, not twice but consecutively doesn’t deserve YOU. He is the devil and no one deserves to live with the devil .If you are financially unstable and you have no where to go, below are so womens right activist which can seek help from. To the guys, hitting a woman talk little of your wife is an insult to your mother, you are simply telling her, i hate you so much and you gave me no home training, raping a woman talk little of your wife means you are a DOG and not just any dog, you are a local shameless dog and you should be shot in the head!!! CAUSE ITS HARD TO DANCE WITH THE DEVIL ON YOUR BACK, SO SHAKE IT OFF....... Florence+the machine